When Pillars of Fire Become Mundane

As I am reading through Exodus again, there is a thought that continually arises: that of remembrance. Truth be told, the entire Bible is full of God commanding His children to remember what He's done, His love, and His promises. The Israelites seem to flunk out of this class repeatedly, even while they are in the midst of the love and provision transpiring.

I can't imagine being guided by a pillar of cloud by day or a pillar of fire by night! How crazy would it be, when you're starving, for there to all the sudden appear sweet wafers on the ground that taste like honey? Or what about flocks of quail surrounding us just as our tummies began to rumble? Whenever I'm thirsty, God brings forth a stream of water out of a rock! Or my clothes never wearing out for 40 years?! Looking back on these incredible and mighty supplies of God's grace, it seems so foolish and ridiculous for the people of Israel to not trust God, to spend their time grumbling, and to doubt His love. How could you see the waters of the Red Sea parted one day and then spend the next cowering in fear of the unknown? Logically it makes no sense!

But then I look at my own heart/life... I have fear (more than I wish to admit), I complain, I grumble, I doubt, I distrust God's love, I forget His provision- all on a daily basis! My heart wants to point out that: "Yeah, but I didn't have the waters parted or the manna fall from heaven into my lap!" But truly I have! It just doesn't look like a sweet wafer or a pair of clothes that never becomes threadbare. I know some of the most incredible people in all the world! God has brought about miracle after miracle to bring me to the place I am with Him. Jobs, financial provision, food, clothes, vehicles, houses, roommates, furniture... and I could go on and on! Countless things, big and small, that were provided when I was at the end of my rope or, even worse, when I thought I could do it on my own. He ALWAYS steps in with love, with grace, with mercy, with compassion, and gentleness. And yet, day after day, my own pillars of fire become less miraculous and less special and and even mundane. I forget, because I no longer see the beauty and power behind it.

There's a reason God requires His children to have certain celebrations throughout the year (passover, booths, etc). He knew they needed a reminder to remember! A chance to not lose sight of His beauty, love, and provision. And there's a reason He calls us to abide in Him daily. He's so good to us- are you able to see that (and Him) today?